Happy 2 year anniversary to mark and I. Today was just a regular day due to it being the sabbath and we wanted to keep it holy. No going out, visited with family and enjoyed our sunday walk together...and it was wonderful. I love my husband. He is such a good man and is always trying to make me laugh and be happy. It is especially wonderful to have him by my side while I am going through the paronoia of pregnancy.
I have been worried because I have yet to feel the baby move and I am 18 1/2 weeks along. I am hearing that I won't expect to feel anything till at least 23 weeks, but I can't help but feel nervous about it. I also used my mother in laws stethascope to try to hear the babies heart beat and I didn't hear anything. This really left me discouraged today. After talking to my mom, and talking to mark, I feel a little better. Mark always places things into prespective for me, he is so wise. I know that I should not worry about the baby cause it will only add more stress for my little sweetie. I also need to not worry about things that I cannot control. I am just so excited about being a mother and I want to do everything that i can to bring this baby into the world healthy and safe. But I need to trust that it is all acording to the lords will. No matter what happens, I have a loving husband who supports me, protects me and helps me to be happy in this life, and that is all I need to focus on. Besides, I go to the doctors tomorrow...so I should feel better after that.






