
- What if I get pregnant?
- What if I lose my job?
- What if I get cancer?
- What if Mark dies in an accident?
- What if Mark and I start to annoy eachother?
- What if something happens to my mom?
- What if something happens to Andrew?
- What if I don't get that raise I want?
And the list goes on longer, but you get the Idea. Then I got a little piece of mark in my brain and decided I should be more optimistic about the upcoming year. Make goals for myself to look forward to, so that I won't worry about the 'what if' but working on the 'what IS' going to happen in 2011 if I am in control. So, here is my 2011 new years resolutions:
- I will work on my physical fitness. Work out at least 4 times a week and create a plan to enter into some kind of physical challenge event. (doing a 5k run or a breast cancer walk)
- I will limit my time on facebook, so I can dedicate it to the lost projects I have started and stoped during 2010.
- I will be better at paying my tithing.
- I will read my scriptures everyday with mark, so we can strengthen our testimonies together.
- I will continue to find ways to serve Mark to express my love and appreciation for him.
- I will ask my manager for a raise, expressing my desires to move up within the company so I can better demonstrate my skills. Or I will find another job.
- I will call a family member who is out of state at least once a week, so I can develop a better relationship with my siblings.
- We will go to disneyland.
- I will be a member missionary.
I am sure I will develop a lot more goals throughout 2011, but this is a start. All I can say is, no matter what the new year brings (good or bad) I will always have the support of my loving family, husband and the savior to help me have a positive year. So 2011, BRING-IT-ON!


